NOT ABOUT THE OHLYHMPIX

I PUT SOMETHING UP ON MY SUBSTACK, YOU WON'T WIN
FILLED IT OUT WITH SOME NEAR AUTOMATIC WRITING INFLUENCED STREAM OF UNCONCIOUSNESS.

"You still have things to do. Deciding what to do is my challenge. Always has been. Even as I rebelled against the structure of every day life, the yoke of the job, the obligation of relationships, it provided guardrails that pushed me in a direction which I fit in all of my interests on the side. It also gave me an excuse for failure (I didn’t have time) which accounted for a graveyard of half finished projects, notebooks, interests. A convenient crutch."

Downhill Racing on YOU WONT WIN