Rooting

9 April 2026 09:07
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 SO:

I am rooting for the idea that the aliens will reveal themselves shortly.  I know it is long odds, but it is about the same as the leaders of the world coming to their senses.

GO ALIENS!!!


Just Sayin'

the sleeper

9 April 2026 17:39
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Yesterday after another restless night I called my mother's sister hoping for a sympathetic ear. On hearing of my tribulations (of many of which, if you have been following, you will already know) she offered the following advice:

- I ought to accept any help offered;
- St Augustine declared the optimal state of the soul was "order" (meaning that I should declutter);
- only in God does the soul find rest. Only at rock bottom will God answer pleas for help. But I need to keep asking.

I am sure my aunt meant well. If she thought I was not feeling close to rock bottom I wonder why she thought I was speaking to her in this way. I don't feel terribly elevated, but prefer not to find out how much lower it is possible to go. Accepting help offered in the form of a handyman's contact number is the way the house got so damaged I can't use one of the rooms and am afraid it will let in vermin and fall down in the next wind storm. Cleanliness is next to godliness is a real thing for some. For others, the converse applies. For neuroatypical outcasts (see below) no relation obtains. Praying for help I do out loud, day and night, though I was not going to admit that. What did I expect: we have talked past one another my entire life.


One does desire a coherent narrative account of one's experience, and even if it be not the version projected by my aunt, I'd like to avoid the nihilistic and absurdist extreme as well. Of the possibilities, one which currently appeals is the notion of the sleeper. It is a form of evolutionary diversity argument, to wit: Though I may be wretched and failing by ordinary metrics, there may arise a situation in which I have what is needed, and then I can save the day, the society,... like the Countess of Gormenghast when the floods were raging. No, I do not normally indulge in heroic fantasies. It's a trope of some of the vaxx resistance which is presently in my interest to borrow.


Another level of being a sleeper manifested today. You without this energy dynamic may find it strange.
A year and a half ago, let's say, I was using a pair of deerskin gloves for gardening which were much softer and more comfortable than my usual riggers' gloves. One finger developed a tear. It vexes me to keep having to discard otherwise functional work gloves with a hole, more so in the case of these deerskin ones. So I cut a piece of scrap leather and prepared to glue it over the tear. The work sat in the kitchen with the glue, a rag and a matchstick. Activation evergy was unavailable.
Meanwhile, two pairs of leather bike boots began to come apart and were stashed in the back verandah. One pair which was next to the freezer necessitated regular balletic manoeuvres when moving food in and out.
Two days ago, I noticed how dusty they had become. (
As a rule, dust or disorder are invisible to one with certain neurological configurations. For instance, the house remains clean until someone is about to visit, when it maliciously transforms into an embarrassing pile of mess.) I put a cloth on top of the freezer to remind myself to clean them. Then, this afternoon, when I was getting a pizza to thaw for my dinner, everything abruptly reconfigured. Half an hour later all the work was done. The glue has been put away. I'll wear the Alpine Stars next time I go out on the bike.


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Well, it’s time for another old Celtic story. This one is from the land of the majority of my ancestors: Scotland. There are many to choose from, but this particular one has a special place in my heart – and, believe it or not, it has a certain resonance with the story that I shared a couple of weeks ago (The Enchanted Pool, from the Indian classic The Mahabharata) though I’ll let the reader figure out the similarity.

The Scottish story of Maighdean Mhara takes place a long time ago by the shores of Loch Fyne, near Inverary. Here there lived a fisherman named Murdo Sean (Old Murdo), who had little luck in catching fish, just like most other fishermen in town. Murdo Sean was in a fix: his meagre catch of fish had resulted in him getting into arrears and now the bailiff of the local laird (The Campbell) had sworn to cast he and his wife out of their ancestral cottage if he did not promptly pay his rent.

Murdo Sean sat in his boat, out at sea, bemoaning his pathetic situation when, suddenly, on the bow of his boat sat a sea-maid (“maighdean mhara” in Gaelic -- a dreaded creature, not to be confused with the more auspicious mermaid). The sea-maid asked Murdo, “Old man, if I fill your nets with fish, what will you give me?”

Murdo replied to the sea-maid, “There is nothing that I have to give you.”

“What about your first-born son?” enquired the sea-maid.

“I have no son,” he replied, “nor am I likely to get one. Both I and my wife are now old.”

Interested, the sea-maid enquired about the old man’s situation.

“All I have in this world is my old wife, an old mare, and an old dog. No doubt all of us will soon be in the Otherworld,” he told her.

“Not so!” said the sea-maid. “Look in my hand – see, there are twelve grains. If you take these from me, your fortune will turn much greater for the better. But you must do as I say. Listen carefully! You must give three grains to your wife to eat; three grains to your mare to eat; and three grains to your dog to eat. The remaining three grains should be planted in the yard behind your cottage: these will sprout into three magic oak trees that will give you a sign – if one of your sons dies, one of the trees will wither.

“Murdo Sean, I promise you that from this day forth your nets will be full of fish. But these blessings come at a price: you must promise to give me your first-born child as payment three years from today!”

Murdo agreed to the bargain, doubting that he would ever have a child, given the advanced age of both himself and his wife.

The sea-maid’s words came true. Murdo’s nets were always bursting with fish and in no time he had three sons, his old mare had three foals and his old dog had three pups. And in his backyard grew three trees.

The three years passed and the day came for Murdo to give his first-born son to the sea-maid. But Murdo did not have the heart to commit the deed.

The sea-maid showed up and sitting on his bow once again, requested of Murdo his first-born son. Murdo claimed to have forgotten. The sea-maid was cross but said to Murdo before jumping back into the sea, “I grant you another seven years; but do not forget to give me your first-born son on the appointed day!”

Seven years passed by so quickly! But when the appointed day came, again Murdo could not commit to sacrificing his son. Again, the sea-maid appeared on his boat; and, again, Murdo Sean claimed to have forgotten. More cross this time, the sea-maid said to him, “I see. Murdo Sean, I grant you one last extension of ten more years. But if you do not give me your son then, you will regret it severely!”

Murdo was not terribly scared of the sea-maid’s warning. After all, he was already the oldest man in Inverary and the chances that he would live another ten years were very small. If he was dead, he would not have to live up to his end of the bargain!

Quickly the years passed by. The eldest son, Murdo Òg (Young Murdo) turned seventeen – the “age of choice” as per ancient custom. Murdo Sean told his son about the deal he had made with the sea-maid. “Don’t worry, father, you will not have to fulfill your promise; I will confront the sea-maid myself,” Murdo Òg replied. The boy got a fine sword made for himself to carry with him and soon afterwards set out to find his way in the world, riding his black horse (the first-born of the family’s old mare) with his black dog (the first-born of the family’s old dog) as his companion.

Soon after leaving Loch Fyne, Murdo Òg came upon a freshly slain deer with nobody around to claim it. He looked around, but all he could see were some animals: a falcon, an otter, and a wild dog. He cut the deer meat into four portions. Keeping one portion himself, Murdo Òg offered a quarter each to the falcon, the otter and the dog. As each animal received its portion, they promised to help Murdo Òg if he ever called out for it.

Murdo Òg shared his quarter-portion of deer meat with his pet black dog and then set out to the great castle of The Campbell to look for work, as he did not want to be personally indebted to the sea-maid. When he presented himself to The Campbell, Murdo Òg was offered a job of cowherd, which he happily accepted.

Now, the land in the area was not good for grazing, and so Murdo Òg went in search of better grazing grounds. He found a fertile green glen that was beyond the Campbell territory. This glen belonged to a giant named Athach: he was mean and irritable, even for a giant! As soon as Athach saw an unknown boy grazing a herd of cattle in his glen without his permission, Athach attacked Murdo Òg with murderous fury, bearing a sword and uttering a terrible battle-cry. However, Athach was no match for the lithe and nimble boy and soon Murdo Òg was standing over Athach’s dead body, his heart pierced by Murdo Òg’s sword.

Murdo Òg entered Athach’s deserted cabin. It was full of wonderous riches. But Murdo Òg did not even touch any of it; instead, he buried the body of Athach and swore to find his next of kin.

Murdo Òg continued to graze The Campbell’s cattle in the glen until the grass was exhausted and then he moved on to a second glen that was as resplendent as the first glen. This glen was owned by a giant named Famhair, who was a brother of Athach. Famhair attacked Murdo Òg and the latter killed the giant in self-defence. Like was done for Athach, Murdo Òg buried Famhair and swore to find his next of kin.

After some time, Murdo Òg returned the herd to The Campbell’s castle. As soon as he approached the castle, Murdo Òg saw that there was a great commotion. A three-headed female monster had arisen from Loch Fyne demanding that The Campbell hand over his only child – his daughter named Finnseang, as a sacrifice. Murdo Òg got details of the situation from the castle’s milkmaid. She assured him that everything will turn out fine because the Campbell had declared that tomorrow his undefeated champion would battle and slay the monster.

At dawn the next day The Campbell’s champion walked down to the loch, accompanied by a huge crowd; but and when he saw the monster with his own eyes, the warrior fled in terror. The monster addressed The Campbell and demanded that his dear Finnseang be brought to the loch the next morning – unless another challenger is found.

The following morning, The Campbell sadly led Finnseang to the water’s edge, leaving her to her fate. Not able to bear the sight of what would happen next, he swiftly returned to the castle with his retinue in tow. However, Murdo Òg stayed behind and while Finnseang was standing alone on the water’s edge, he approached her and told her that he would stay and defend her.

When the monster emerged from the waters of the loch, Murdo Òg attacked it and chopped off one of its heads. The monster slithered back below the waves. Murdo Òg took the severed head and impaled it on a stick of willow.

The next day the same thing happened: Finnseang was placed on the water’s edge; The Campbell’s champion fled, and Murdo Òg battled the monster, severed one head and impaled it on a willow stick. And, again, the following day.

Once the third head of the monster had been put on the stick, Finnseang wanted to let everyone know that Murdo Òg had killed the monster – but he forbade her to say a word because he knew that her father (The Campbell) would not accept a lowly cowherd as a champion. So, Finnseang came up with an idea: she went to her father and told him that she would only wed the man who can remove the monster’s heads from the willow sticks (while knowing full well that only the one who put the heads on the sticks would be able to take them off). Many men went to the hideous impaled heads and tried to remove them from the sticks, but all of them failed – until Murdo Òg removed them with ease.

The Campbell found it hard to believe Finnseang’s story; so, she told her father that she had been under oath to not reveal the name of the warrior who rescued her three times and each time he rescued her, she gave him a gold ornament (a finger ring and two earrings). The Campbell looked at Murdo Òg and saw him wearing them, and immediately accepted him as his son-in-law.

Finnseang and Murdo Òg married and for three years they lived happily and without incident. Then, one day, when the pair were walking on the shore of the loch, the monster emerged from the water, its three heads regrown! The monster snatched Murdo Òg up before he had a chance to pull his sword out of its scabbard and dragged him into the loch.

Finnseang wailed in fear and panic. As she did so, an old man who was passing by asked her what her problem was. He advised her to take off all her jewels, lay them out on the shore of the loch and call the monster to look at the jewels. The monster emerged, still clinging to Murdo Òg, to inspect the jewels. At Finnseang’s request, the monster exchanged Murdo Òg for the jewels and returned below the surface of the loch.

Again, three years passed without incident. Then, one day, while walking along the shore of the loch, the three-headed monster heaved out of the water – and this time she seized Finnseang and dragged her below the waves. This time it was Murdo Òg who did the wailing! And while he did so, an old man came by and told Murdo Òg how to rescue his wife and destroy the monster for good. He advised Murdo Òg to go to the island that dwells in the middle of the loch and go ashore. A white hind dwells on the island. Murdo Òg must catch the hind – and if he does so, a black crow will spring out from the white hind’s mouth; if he catches the black crow, a trout will emerge from its mouth; if he catches the trout an egg will come out of its mouth; and if he crushes the egg, the monster will die.

Successfully getting to the island was a dangerous task, as the monster now patrolled the loch constantly. Instead of trying to swim there or go by boat, Murdo Òg rode his fine black horse and, along with his fine black dog, rode to the point of land closest to the island and successfully leaped from shore to the island.

On the island, Murdo Òg tried to catch the white hind, but try as he might, he was unable to. He wished that he had a hunting dog with him – and as soon as he wished this, the dog whom he had fed deer meat to years before appeared, and together they caught the hind. The hind opened its mouth and out flew a black crow. Murdo Òg wished that he had a falcon to catch the crow – and as soon as he wished this, the falcon whom he had fed deer meat to years before appeared and it caught the crow. Now a trout emerged from the crow’s mouth and jumped into the loch. Murdo Òg wished that he had an otter to catch the trout – and as soon as he wished this, the otter whom he had fed deer meat to years before appeared and it caught the trout and brought it to shore. Sure enough, there was an egg in the trout’s mouth. Murdo Òg took the egg out of the trout’s mouth, put it on the ground and prepared to squash it with his foot.

Immediately the monster emerged from the water and begged Murdo Òg not to harm the egg.

“Give me back my wife,” ordered Murdo Òg. The monster complied. And then Murdo Òg stepped on the egg. The monster keeled over and died.

Once again three years passed without incident. Then, one day, while riding along the loch, Murdo Òg espied a dark castle, set in a gloomy forest, which he had never seen before. Exercising caution, Murdo Òg did not venture any further that day. But his curiosity got the better of him and, so, he rode out at night, under the pretext of hunting, and went to the dark castle. As soon as he stepped into the castle and old crone clubbed him over the head.

Back at Inverary, Murdo Sean saw one of his three oak trees suddenly wither and die – and he remembered that the sea-maid told him that if one of the oak trees withers, one of his sons will have died. Alarmed, Murdo Sean told his second son, named Lachlan, about the meaning of the withering tree and Lachlan vowed to search for his elder brother. Lachlan left, riding the second horse of the family’s old mare and taking with him the second dog of the family’s old dog. After some time, Lachlan saw the dark castle, and as soon as he stepped inside, he was clubbed on the head by the crone.

Murdo Sean saw the second oak tree wither and so he requested his third and youngest son, Aonghus, vowed to find his two elder brothers. He set out, riding the third horse of the family’s old mare and taking with him the third dog of the family’s old dog. Aonghus rode to the castle of the Campbells, where he heard about the disappearances near the mysterious black castle. When he got to the gloomy castle, Aonghus was greeted by the crone, who invited him into the castle. Out of caution, he asked her to proceed him. Suddenly, his dog sprang on the crone and she clubbed it; but then Aonghus’s horse reared up and kicked the cudgel from the crone’s hand. The cudgel flew Aonghus’s hand and he clubbed her with it, knocking her to the ground.

Looking about the castle, Aonghus found the prostrate bodies of his two brothers. He touched them with the cudgel, and they revived as if they had woken up from a deep sleep. Then, together, as they walked through the castle they found an old man – the same old man who had advised Murdo Òg on how to defeat the monster of the loch. The old man explained that he had been the captive and servant of the crone and that the crone was, in fact, the sea-maid. The further explained that the two giants, Athach and Famhair, were the sea-maid’s foster sons and that the monster of the loch was her special pet. Lastly, the old man said that the sea-maid sought to take revenge on Murdo Òg for breaking his father’s pledge to her, but he had thwarted her until she clubbed him in her castle. However, in the end the third brother (three being a pure number) had bested her.

The jubilant Murdo Òg walked to the Campbell castle, along with his brothers. There was great rejoicing. The Campbell was so pleased that he gave high positions to Lachlan and Aonghus. And, contrary to tradition, when the old Campbell died, Murdo Òg was declared The Campbell, chieftain of the glens of Argyll.

Some may find this tale to be long and meandering – and perhaps it is, to our modern short-attention-spanned lives. But in the oral traditions of many ancient peoples – including the Celts – long stories are treasured for their wealth of information, values and wisdom. I consider them to be the lowest-tech versions of movies or stage plays, as these long tales have all the richness (and in many cases even more, I’d argue) of a well-crafted play or movie. As for the Scottish story of the sea-maid, several themes jump out at me. One is the theme of kindness and generosity to strangers: in this case, it is kindness to animals (wild dog, falcon, otter) rather than humans and that, somehow, the kindness will be returned. Another theme is courage and self-reliance (which, I believe, are connected): Murdo Òg accepts the role of a self-sufficient “man” at the age of 17 and acts with the responsibility, generosity, dedication and willing self-sacrifice expected of a fully adult Celt (sadly, I can’t say that such qualities are common among 17-year-old males in today’s “modern” societies). And, lastly, I appreciate the theme of cautioning people about interactions with the supernatural – especially if one appears to materially benefit from such an interaction. Though I would add that these days I believe there is more danger in making “deals” with unscrupulous banksters and the like who will happily turn one into a debt slave for life and/or being encouraged by authorities to sell a part of one’s soul to climb the corporate ladder and enjoy the poisonous “perks” that such a deal entails. I guess evil is always with us; it’s just that the form it takes changes from age to age.


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8 April 2026 18:20
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Still in the woods

8 April 2026 14:41
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I will be curious as to how this whole thing works out.  I have a sneaking hunch that the cease fire will hold for a week or so for folks to get their rationalizations in order and the sacrifices to happen.   I figure that Pete Hegseth will have a bit of trouble landing a job anytime soon.  Who else Trump puts up on the altar is anyone's guess.

Whether or not the sacrifices will be sufficient to keep the administration together is up in the air.  I have a feeling that Trump will be kept in office because the Democrats are smart and sneaky enough to realize that if they take down trump, they will have the same set of problems leading down that Trump is looking at and they would prefer he take the fall and they will pick up the pieces.  I am not saying that they have any solutions, they will fail too because the lifestyles of Americans are most certainly being negotiated right now.  

We are simply looking at the limits of a receding power.  JMG in the old days harped on about the US at 5% of the world population was burning 25% of the worlds oil and 30% of the worlds manufacturing goods.  At the time, those were good numbers.  They aren't anymore.  Best I could come with is that we are around 4% of the population and are taking 20% of the worlds oil and 25% of the manufactured goods.  

Like it or not, that relative decline in affluence is going to continue.  Get used to it.  The poor house is long way off, but champagne brunches are passe.
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Just Making Sure I am clear

7 April 2026 09:40
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Trump and Israel not so much started a war as they raised the stakes on a game that has been played since the events of the period 1947-1953.

Our spineless congress laid down and did nothing.

Those two facts are facts that I can do nothing about.

Wars are an "in or out" deal.  I want our side to win.  There is no such thing as a just war so I don't want to hear anything about how immoral or unjust the war is.  We are in it, we should be in it to win and enforce our will on the country we are at war with.

There is nothing moral about it.  By definition, war is the suspension of morality and civilization.  

I genuinely hope that we can do the bare minimum of what is needed to not lose this war.  Even if we win, there is going to be a lot of pain on everyone.

It doesn't look good right now.  Win or lose, I can't see any path where we are going to be in better condition a year from now than we were at the beginning of 2026. 

I sure hope that I am wrong again.




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just get the shotsWe are now well into the fifth year of these open posts. When I first posted a tentative hypothesis on the course of the Covid phenomenon, I had no idea that discussion on the subject would still be necessary all these years later, much less that it would turn into so lively, complex, and troubling a conversation. It has been quite a wild ride, all things considered. 

That said, comments on these open posts have been declining for some time now, and last week's post got well under 50 comments. Thus I think it's time to have a conversation about where to go from here. It may be that going to one post a month would do a better job of fostering conversation; it may be that these posts have served their purpose, all that needed to be said has been said, and it's time to move on to other things. I'll look forward to your ideas. 

For the time being, though, it's time for another open post. The rules are the same as before:

1. If you plan on parroting the party line of the medical industry and its paid shills, please go away. This is a place for people to talk openly, honestly, and freely about their concerns that the party line in question is dangerously flawed and that actions being pushed by the medical industry and its government enablers are causing injury and death on a massive scale. It is not a place for you to dismiss those concerns. Anyone who wants to hear the official story and the arguments in favor of it can find those on hundreds of thousands of websites.

2. If you plan on insisting that the current situation is the result of a deliberate plot by some villainous group of people or other, please go away. There are tens of thousands of websites currently rehashing various conspiracy theories about the Covid-19 outbreak and the vaccines. This is not one of them. What we're exploring is the likelihood that what's going on is the product of the same arrogance, incompetence, and corruption that the medical industry and its wholly owned politicians have displayed so abundantly in recent decades. That possibility deserves a space of its own for discussion, and that's what we're doing here. 
 
3. If you plan on using rent-a-troll derailing or disruption tactics, please go away. I'm quite familiar with the standard tactics used by troll farms to disrupt online forums, and am ready, willing, and able -- and in fact quite eager -- to ban people permanently for engaging in them here. Oh, and I also lurk on other Covid-19 vaccine skeptic blogs, so I'm likely to notice when the same posts are showing up on more than one venue. 

4. If you plan on making off topic comments, please go away. This is an open post for discussion of the Covid epidemic, the vaccines, drugs, policies, and other measures that supposedly treat it, and other topics directly relevant to those things. It is not a place for general discussion of unrelated topics. Nor is it a place to ask for medical advice; giving such advice, unless you're a licensed health care provider, legally counts as practicing medicine without a license and is a crime in the US. Don't even go there.


5. If you don't believe in treating people with common courtesy, please go away. I have, and enforce, a strict courtesy policy on my blogs and online forums, and this is no exception. The sort of schoolyard bullying that takes place on so many other internet forums will get you deleted and banned here. Also, please don't drag in current quarrels about sex, race, religions, etc. No, I don't care if you disagree with that: my journal, my rules. 

6. Please don't just post bare links without explanation. A sentence or two telling readers what's on the other side of the link is a reasonable courtesy, and if you don't include it, your attempted post will be deleted.

7. Please don't post LLM ("AI") generated text. This is a place for human beings to talk to other human beings, not for the regurgitation of machine-generated text. Also, please don't discuss large language models (the technology popularly and inaccurately called "artificial intelligence" these days) except as they bear directly on the Covid phenomenon. Here again, my finger is hovering over the delete button. 

Please also note that nothing posted here should be construed as medical advice, which neither I nor the commentariat (excepting those who are licensed medical providers) are qualified to give. Please take your medical questions to the licensed professional provider of your choice.


With that said, the floor is open for discussion.   
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Heh. Actions can have consequences, who knew!

He applied for an Electronic Travel Authorization, basically a short-term entry visa to headline the Wireless Music Festival this summer in London. And the Home Office noped out of it, saying "Antisemitism in all its forms is abhorrent, and we recognise the real and personal impact these issues have had. As Ye said today, he acknowledges that words alone are not enough, and in spite of this still hopes to be given the opportunity to begin a conversation with the Jewish community in the UK."

Already purchased tickets will be refunded.

The UK has a policy that convicted felons will not be admitted, I wonder if it will be applied to a certain felon after he leaves office.... one can but hope.

https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c4gxk3kxjr0o?utm_source=buzzfeed&utm_medium=iframely

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7 April 2026 08:49
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The System in Collapse

6 April 2026 10:07
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There is a great deal of misplaced nostalgia for the 1980s. I lived through the 1980s and I don't think they were all that great. Now, materially they were splendid. We had everything we needed, or at least it seemed that way as a person who grew up upper-middle class. We wanted for nothing. Nevertheless, as my own childhood gave way to adolescence, things got measurably worse even though we were doing materially better than ever. I remember when factors of disintegration began to pick away at my childhood bliss, especially as puberty encroached and the pressures of sexuality began to make themselves known, not only in my body but in all the forces trying to get at me, and it was hell. The comfort of a bunch of stuff, adequate food, and shelter often breeds a special kind of boredom and frustration and the 80s made this happen for many of us, myself included.

By the time I was a teenager, I felt thrown away. I felt like I had no place to be, often literally. I was warehoused in a prison-like school. My high school was a clean but awful place where I was babysat for 7 hours a day. I could not wait to get out of it. Graduating from that pit was one of the most liberating, happiest days of my life. (Of course I was an idiot and went to college and made it worse.) 

When we look at the 1980s through rose-colored lenses, we are not seeing what built it. The 80s were Peak Israel. Only now in the cold, sober light of internet and social media do we see how much of a construct that lifestyle was. The 80s were about American hegemony on a large scale. America dominated the entire world in the 1980s, and the Empire was at the top of its game, even if we were very much past Peak Oil and in the process of selling out the working class and exporting manufacturing and other forms of gainful employment to the Third World. In my book Sacred Homemaking, I share an anecdote about a jacket that I had to have at age 9. I ended up with two of the stupid, pastel, Michael Jackson-inspired windbreakers. The only reason they were cheap was because they were made in a Chinese sweatshop. My 1980s childhood took place at the same time that textile manufacturing and production was mass-outsourced to the global south, and my ridiculous fashion choices as a 9 year old were part of the same force that made it impossible to have an entirely local clothing production company here in America. 

What I also did not see and also had no perspective upon was how world politics had converged to make my jackets possible. The systems that made up the System where what made my whole lifestyle possible, and I could not see the forest for the trees. 

To be upper-middle class is to be especially influenced (brainwashed) by media. Movies, especially, contributed to my astral poisoning back in the day. I could quote several popular movies. I knew the stars, but to my credit, so did most people and knowing them was the social currency of the upper middle class just as bawdy jokes have always been the social currency of the lower middle class. The System was happening right under our noses and it is only lately we are finding out how bad it has been this whole time. Consider the cast of the 1986 film Lucas, one of many vehicles in a small spate of years that featured prominent teenage idols Corey Haim and Corey Feldman. Both Haim and Feldman admitted to being sexually abused by men on the set of Lucas. 13 year old Haim was groomed and allegedly anally raped by 19 year old Charlie Sheen, who reportedly used a handful of Crisco and would go on to claim he would beat AIDS with his "tiger blood" later in life. I dimly remember seeing Lucas as well as other Haim and Feldman movies, never having a single clue that its stars were victims of vicious predation and sexual abuse. Not once would I have imagined that the System that tortured these children in its grist mill was run by Sabbatean Frankist, nearly-always-Jewish-identifying overlords. I certainly did not suspect the CIA or elite divisions of the US military of operating a grandiose collection of child-trafficking rings with the assistance of local and federal governments. I certainly did not understand enough to distance myself from military-industrial complex imagery that made up my programming in order to keep the System running and well-fed. 

I did not know the name Les Wexner when I worked for The Limited as a late teenager and early 20-something. Les Wexner, for those not aware, is the multi-billionaire scion who invented the Limited and all of its sister companies, many of which survive in shopping malls today. Limited, Limited Too, Express, Victoria's Secret, Torrid, Lingerie Cacique, Bath & Body Works, Yankee Candle, Abercrombie & Fitch, and even Dick's Sporting Goods belong or belonged to Les Wexner, a reportedly bisexual Epstein bestie and primary funder of Epstein's lavish lifestyle. The Limited was at the forefront of fast fashion arbitrage. When I was still a preteen and too young to work there, the Limited was the first store to instigate the trend of wearing layered henley shirts. The shirts were all the rage among tween and teen girls, and they were dramatically overpriced considering they were made in sweatshops for pennies. In order to be cool, you had to wear at least two of them with one unbuttoned or tied at the waist to reveal the other one, which was always a different color or pattern. This look was always paired with sweatshop made Guess? jeans and frizzy, teased, curly hair that was sprayed into a chemical-smelling wall at the crown and sides and greasy with mousse and scrunched in the back. 

I had all of one Henley shirt to my name in the time they were a thing, but once I worked at the Limited, I bought their clothes because I was required to do so. One of the insults of working at a Limited-affiliated retail brand is that employees were required to buy and wear the store's merchandise on the sales floor. The expectation was patently ridiculous: associates were expected to buy at least $400 worth of current Limited clothing and accessories every six months (at least) when we made less than $10 an hour. I made more babysitting per hour than I ever did at The Limited. We were also expected to be pushy. There was a Limited credit card and we were expected to get shoppers to sign up for it. I remember one young woman who came in on one of my last days at the Limited, waving her talon-like, stinking set of nail extensions as idiot me ran from dressing room to rack getting her every piece of clothing in the store to try on. After two and a half hours, she plonked over $1000 dollars of merchandise on the counter and her credit card was declined and had to leave the store. She did not seem all that upset. I think she was on every drug available on the street and otherwise and I failed to realize it, despite all the signs being there. 

Besides the Limited crap I was required to buy from rich-ass, dybbuk-hosting Les Wexner, I had my fair share of Bath & Body Works, Victoria's Secret, and Express merch and served as a walking advertisement for his brands almost as long as I could remember.  I still wear Bath & Body Works products when they are given to me as gifts. I am done personally buying from those brands now that I know the truth of them, but I am not going to be mean to my husband or my brother if they get me soaps and lotions I never disdained before this most recent year of revelation. 

I don't blame myself for my early programming and neither should you. The programming went extremely deep. It was our world. Our world ran on supply chains and mysterious agendas. We were informed by elites who used to have more power via secrecy. Social media and the internet has contributed to the visibility of that architecture, which is now beginning to crumble as a result of being exposed to the light of day. 

The more things change . . . 


I refuse to play into the fears that we soon won't be able to get avocados anymore because of the current set of wars. If it happens, it happens, but I'll be damned before I will actively worry about such an outcome. That said, things are changing at a fairly rapid pace, and I think we all need to be ready for those changes. Make no mistake, what is happening in Iran right now is a holy war, and it is not one the American empire is set to win. The holy war is against an ancient evil that merged with Christianity and Judaism to become Ba'al/Babalon. Iran's latest contributions to the skirmish have been AI propaganda videos of Trump and Netanyahu as Legos, supplicating to Ba'al as the demon demands blood sacrifice. One video has Lego Trump bragging to Ba'al about sacrificing 168 school kids, a possible reference to the bombing of an Iranian school. Ba'al, who has the Star of David on his forehead, answers not with thanks but with: "MORE! I WANT MORE!" before being hit with Iranian missiles and going up in flames. 

There is no love lost between me and the Islamic regime or its prophet, Mohammed, however, when you're right, you're right. Islam and monotheism, in my own personal belief, is drawing near to the end of its tenure as we see the rise of animism as the newest (oldest) force in the religions that will dominate the future. I reluctantly admit that the enemy of my enemy has become my friend. 

I liked Trump, which is quite obvious from some of my past essays. He was America first. He had me fooled. I never would have voted for yet another System pedophile would enter the US into another world war. At least Hillary Clinton was honest about being a warmonger, even if she could not own up to Frazzledrip. She at least had the integrity to avoid promises of no new wars. 

America needs to be concerned about the holy war aspect of the current debacle, even if Iran's Islamic caliphate worships a prophet who married a little girl who was 3-4 years out of diapers at best. We have sided with the wrong Tribe. Right now, Tel Aviv is likely in ruins and looks like the Gaza strip, but you wouldn't know it from what mainstream media reveals. I get most of my news, pathetically, from TikTok, and TikTok reports that Israel is being taken to the woodshed by Iran. At least 400 American soldiers have been killed a month into the war, not 5 or 6 as is claimed. Payback is a bitch and Israel may be wiped off the face of the map, and the darkest side of my heart hopes they are in retaliation for the pedophilia-run System they have enjoyed and enforced worldwide for the last half century or more. Killing the Ayatollah and leaving his son alive was a big mistake, as they have created a Kim Jong Un/Il parallel that begs for Bad to be replaced by Worse. It's giving John Michael Greer's Twilight's Last Gleaming, and I hope we can collectively avoid a collapse similar to Lionel Shriver's The Mandibles: A Family, 2029-2047 where the collapse of the US dollar seriously downgrades the lifestyles of a crew of regular urbanites and suburbanites until they are fighting for their lives in Weimar Germany/Argentina in 2001 conditions. 

I hope our transition to a much lower and slower standard of living is more like the oil crises of 1973 than the crises of the novels I mention above. I am not counting on it. Things are changing rapidly, such as inflation -- gas has doubled in price since a few months ago -- and whether we deny it or accept it, we must work with what we are given. I suppose we can expect nothing less than a collapse now that it is clear to all but the voluntarily blind that the whole world has been run on blackmail butt stuff with little kids and babies in lieu of earned wealth. 

It is both good and bad that the construct I grew up with in the 1980s is falling. That was that world. I don't want that world to be my world despite it coming with luxurious benefits. I would give up a lot of nice things for that world to slide into the garbage chute of history. Every night in my prayers, I devote some time and energy to praying for all of the kids who are abused or who were abused to have something that rhymes with my own childhood, whether it is in this lifetime or in a future one. I don't specifically wish for them to have the upper middle class aspect of my upbringing, nor the creature comforts or material wealth because those things were not exclusively the essence of what made my childhood healing and full of goodness. No, I wish for them the safety of having parents who are decent and who never were nor ever will be abusers. I wish upon them parents that are decent and hardworking like mine were. I wish for them to be loved and appreciated. I pray for them to have the security that money cannot buy when they are at their most vulnerable. I pray for this every night, every day, and really every hour. If this horrible System of kompromat, kiddy-diddling, and trafficking that runs the world goes away, maybe more kids have a shot at a childhood that resembles the best parts of my own. I will never stop praying for that. The misery of my 80s childhood was nearly all confined to its System-addled materialism, especially considering the wealth and stability we had despite the System. The decency of my parents and the tight-knittedness of my community made my childhood good. The Empire can fall and kids can still have a childhood that rhymes with the best parts of mine, and if it comes, it will come from a deep appreciation and gratitude for the good. It will succeed by the building of the good against all odds and against all of the forces that would seek to get at the children, because even in the backdrop of everything they tried, they still didn't get me.



Wotan, by Carl Jung

6 April 2026 09:30
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Essay on Wotan

By Dr Carl Gustav Jung

 [First published as WOTAN, Neue Schweizer Rundschau (Zurich). n.s., III (March, 1936), 657-69. Republished in AUFSATZE ZURZEITGESCHICHTE (Zurich, 1946), 1-23. 

Trans. by Barbara Hannah in ESSAYS ON CONTEMPORARY EVENTS (London, 1947), 1-16; this version has been consulted. Motto, trans. by H.C. Roberts:]  

 

En Germanie naistront diverses sectes,

S’approchans fort de l’heureux paganisme:

Le coeur captif et petites receptes

Feront retour a payer la vraye disme.


— Propheties De Maistre Michel Nostradamus, 1555

 [“In Germany Shall diverse sects arise,

Coming very near to happy paganism.

The heart captivated and small receivings

Shall open the gate to pay the true tithe.” ]


 

When we look back to the time before 1914, we find ourselves living in a world of events which would have been inconceivable before the war. We were even beginning to regard war between civilized nations as a fable, thinking that such an absurdity would become less and less possible on our rational, internationally organized world. And what came after the war was a veritable witches’ sabbath. Everywhere fantastic revolutions, violent alterations of the map, reversions in politics to medieval or even antique prototypes, totalitarian states that engulf their neighbors and outdo all previous theocracies in their absolutist claims, persecutions of Christians and Jews, wholesale political murder, and finally we have witnessed a light-hearted piratical raid on a peaceful, half-civilized people.

With such goings on in the wide world it is not in the least surprising that there should be equally curious manifestations on a smaller scale in other spheres. In the realm of philosophy we shall have to wait some time before anyone is able to assess the kind of age we are living.  But in the sphere of religion we can see at once that some very significant things have been happening. We need feel no surprise that in Russia the colorful splendors of the Eastern Orthodox Church have been superseded by the Movement of the Godless — indeed, one breathed a sigh of relief oneself when one emerged from the haze of an Orthodox church with its multitude of lamps and entered an honest mosque, where the sublime and invisible omnipresence of God was not crowded out by a superfluity of sacred paraphernalia. Tasteless and pitiably unintelligent as it is, and however deplorable the low spiritual level of the “scientific” reaction, it was inevitable that nineteenth-century “scientific” enlightenment should one day dawn in Russia.

But what is more than curious — indeed, piquant to a degree — is that an ancient god of storm and frenzy, the long quiescent Wotan, should awake, like an extinct volcano, to new activity, in a civilized country that had long been supposed to have outgrown the Middle Ages. We have seen him come to life in the German Youth Movement, and right at the beginning the blood of several sheep was shed in honor of his resurrection. Armed with rucksack and lute, blond youths, and sometimes girls as well, were to be seen as restless wanderers on every road from the North Cape to Sicily, faithful votaries of the roving god. Later, towards the end of the Weimar Republic, the wandering role was taken over by thousands of unemployed, who were to be met with everywhere on their aimless journeys. By 1933 they wandered no longer, but marched in their hundreds of thousands. The Hitler movement literally brought the whole of Germany to its feet, from five-year-olds to veterans, and produced a spectacle of a nation migrating from one place to another. Wotan the wanderer was on the move. He could be seen, looking rather shamefaced, in the meeting-house of a sect of simple folk in North Germany, disguised as Christ sitting on a white horse. I do not know if these people were aware of Wotan’s ancient connection with the figures of Christ and Dionysus, but it is not very probable.

Wotan is a restless wanderer who creates unrest and stirs up strife, now here, now there, and works magic. He was soon changed by Christianity into the devil, and only lived on in fading local traditions as a ghostly hunter who was seen with his retinue, flickering like a will o’ the wisp through the stormy night. In the Middle Ages the role of the restless wanderer was taken over by Ahasuerus, the Wandering Jew, which is not a Jewish but a Christian legend. The motif of the wanderer who has not accepted Christ was projected on the Jews, in the same way as we always rediscover our unconscious psychic contents in other people. At any rate the coincidence of anti-Semitism with the reawakening of Wotan is a psychological subtlety that may perhaps be worth mentioning.

 The German youths who celebrated the solstice with sheep-sacrifices were not the first to hear the rustling in the primeval forest of the unconsciousness. They were anticipated by Nietzsche, Schuler, Stefan George, and Ludwig Klages. The literary tradition of the Rhineland and the country south of the Main has a classical stamp that cannot easily be got rid of; every interpretation of intoxication and exuberance is apt to be taken back to classical models, to Dionysus, to the puer aeternus and the cosmogonic Eros.  No doubt it sounds better to academic ears to interpret these things as Dionysus, but Wotan might be a more correct interpretation. He is the god of storm and frenzy, the unleasher of passions and the lust of battle; moreover he is a superlative magician and artist in illusion who is versed in all secrets of an occult nature.

Nietzsche‘s case is certainly a peculiar one. He had no knowledge of Germanic literature; he discovered the “cultural Philistine”; and the announcement that “God is dead” led to Zarathustra’s meeting with an unknown god in unexpected form, who approached him sometimes as an enemy and sometimes disguised as Zarathustra himself. Zarathustra, too, was a soothsayer, a magician, and the storm-wind:

 And like a wind shall I come to blow among them, and with my spirit shall take away the breath of their spirit; thus my future will sit. Truly, a strong wind is Zarathustra to all that are low; and this counsel gives he to his enemies and to all that spit and spew: “Beware of spitting against the wind.”

 And when Zarathustra dreamed that he was guardian of the graves in the “lone mountain fortress of death,” and was making a mighty effort to open the gates, suddenly

A roaring wind tore the gates asunder; whistling,shrieking, and keening, it cast a black coffin before me. And amid the roaring and whistling and shrieking the coffin burst open and spouted a thousand peals of laughter.

The disciple who interpreted the dream said to Zarathustra:

Are you not yourself the wind with shrill whistling,which bursts open the gates of the fortress of death? Are you not yourself the coffin filled with life’s gay malice and angel-grimaces?

 In 1863 or 1864, in his poem To The Unknown God, Nietzsche had written:

I shall and will know thee, Unknown One,

Who searchest out the depths of my soul,

And blowest through my life like a storm,

Ungraspable, and yet my kinsman!

I shall and will know thee, and serve thee.


Twenty years later, in his Mistral Song, he wrote:

Mistral wind, chaser of clouds,

Killer of gloom, sweeper of the skies,

Raging storm-wind, how I love thee!

And we are not both the first-fruits

Of the same womb, forever predestined

To the same fate?


In the dithyramb known as Ariadne’s Lament, Nietzsche is completely the victim of the hunter-god:

Stretched out, shuddering,

Like a half-dead thing whose feet are warmed,

Shaken by unknown fevers,

Shivering with piercing icy frost arrows,

Hunted by thee, O thought,

Unutterable! Veiled! horrible one!

Thou huntsman behind the cloud.

Struck down by thy lightning bolt,

Thou mocking eye that stares at me from the dark!

Thus I lie.

Writhing, twisting, tormented

With all eternal tortures,

Smitten

By thee, cruel huntsman,

Thou unknown — God!


This remarkable image of the hunter-god is not a mere dithyrambic figure of speech but is based on an experience which Nietzsche had when he was fifteen years old, at Pforta. It is described in a book by Nietzsche’s sister, Elizabeth Foerster-Nietzsche. As he was wandering about in a gloomy wood at night, he was terrified by a “blood-curdling shriek from a neighbouring lunatic asylum,” and soon afterwards he came face to face with a huntsman whose “features were wild and uncanny.” Setting his whistle to his lips “in a valley surrounded by wild scrub,” the huntsman “blew such a shrill blast” that Nietzsche lost consciousness —but woke up again in Pforta. It was a nightmare. It is significant that in his dream Nietzsche, who in reality intended to go to Eisleben, Luther’s town, discussed with the huntsman the question of going instead to”Teutschenthal” (Valley of the Germans). No one with ears can misunderstand the shrill whistling of the storm-god in the nocturnal wood.

Was it really only the classical philologist in Nietzsche that led to the god being called Dionysus instead of Wotan — or was it perhaps due to his fateful meeting with Wagner?

In his Reich Ohne Raum, which was first published in1919, Bruno Goetz saw the secret of coming events in Germany in the form of a very strange vision. I have never forgotten this little book, for it struck me at the time as a forecast of the German weather. It anticipates the conflict between the realm of ideas and life, between Wotan’s dual nature as a god of storm and a god of secret musings. Wotan disappeared when his oaks fell and appeared again when the Christian God proved too weak to save Christendom from fratricidal slaughter. When the Holy Father at Rome could only impotently lament before God the fate of the grex segregatus, the one-eyed old hunter, on the edge of the German forest, laughed and saddled Sleipnir.

We are always convinced that the modern world is a reasonable world, basing our opinion on economic, political, and psychological factors. But if we may forget for a moment that we are living in the year of Our Lord 1936, and, laying aside our well-meaning, all-too-human reasonableness, may burden God or the gods with the responsibility for contemporary events instead of man, we would find Wotan quite suitable as a casual hypothesis. In fact, I venture the heretical suggestion that the unfathomable depths of Wotan’s character explain more of National Socialism than all three reasonable factors put together. There is no doubt that each of these factors explains an important aspect of what is going on in Germany, but Wotan explains yet more.  He is particularly enlightening in regard to a general phenomenon which is so strange to anybody not a German that it remains incomprehensible, even after the deepest reflection.

Perhaps we may sum up this general phenomenon as Ergriffenheit — a state of being seized or possessed. The term postulates not only an Ergriffener (one who is seized) but, also, an Ergreifer (one who seizes). Wotan is an Ergreifer of men, and, unless one wishes to deify Hitler– which has indeed actually happened — he is really the only explanation. It is true that Wotan shares this quality with his cousin Dionysus, but Dionysus seems to have exercised his influence mainly on women. The maenads were a species of female storm-troopers, and, according to mythical reports, were dangerous enough. Wotan confined himself to the berserkers, who found their vocation as the Blackshirts of mythical kings.

 A mind that is still childish thinks of the gods as metaphysical entities existing in their own right, or else regards them as playful or superstitious inventions. From either point of view the parallel between Wotan redivivus and the social, political and psychic storm that is shaking Germany might have at least the value of a parable. But since the gods are without doubt personifications of psychic forces, to assert their metaphysical existence is as much an intellectual presumption as the opinion that they could ever be invented. Not that “psychic forces” have anything to do with the conscious mind, fond as we are of playing with the idea that consciousness and psyche are identical. This is only another piece of intellectual presumption. “Psychic forces” have far more to do with the realm of the unconscious. Our mania for rational explanations obviously has its roots in our fear of metaphysics, for the two were always hostile brothers. Hence,anything unexpected that approaches us from the dark realm is regarded either as coming from outside and, therefore, as real, or else as an hallucination and, therefore, not true. The idea that anything could be real or true which does not come from outside has hardly begun to dawn on contemporary man.

 For the sake of better understanding and to avoid prejudice, we could of course dispense with the name “Wotan” and speak instead of the furor teutonicus. But we should only be saying the same thing and not as well, for the furor in this case is a mere psychologizing of Wotan and tells us no more than that the Germans are in a state of ”fury.” We thus lose sight of the most peculiar feature of this whole phenomenon, namely, the dramatic aspect of the Ergreifer and the Ergriffener. The impressive thing about the German phenomenon is that one man, who is obviously “possessed,” has infected a whole nation to such an extent that everything is set in motion and has started rolling on its course towards perdition.

It seems to me that Wotan hits the mark as an hypothesis. Apparently he really was only asleep in the Kyffhauser mountain until the ravens called him and announced the break of day. He is a fundamental attribute of the German psyche, an irrational psychic factor which acts on the high pressure of civilization like a cyclone and blows it away. Despite their crankiness, the Wotan-worshipers seem to have judged things more correctly than the worshipers of reason. Apparently everyone had forgotten that Wotan is a Germanic datum of first importance, the truest expression and unsurpassed personification of a fundamental quality that is particularly characteristic of the Germans.  Houston Stewart Chamberlain is a symptom which arouses suspicion that other veiled gods may be sleeping elsewhere. The emphasis on the Germanic race — commonly called “Aryan” — the Germanic heritage, blood and soil, the Wagalaweia songs, the ride of the Valkyries, Jesus as a blond and blue-eyed hero, the Greek mother of St Paul, the devil as an international Alberich in Jewish or Masonic guise, the Nordic aurora borealis as the light of civilization, the inferior Mediterranean races — all this is the indispensable scenery for the drama that is taking place and at the bottom they all mean the same thing: a god has taken possession of the Germans and their house is filled with a “mighty rushing wind.” It was soon after Hitler seized power,if I am not mistaken, that a cartoon appeared in Punch of a raving berserker tearing himself free from his bonds. A hurricane has broken loose in Germany while we still believe it is fine weather.

Things are comparatively quiet in Switzerland, though occasionally there is a puff of wind from the north or south. Sometimes it has a slightly ominous sound, sometimes it whispers so harmlessly or even idealistically that no one is alarmed. “Let the sleeping dogs lie” — we manage to get along pretty well with this proverbial wisdom. It is sometimes said that the Swiss are singularly averse to making a problem of themselves. I must rebut this accusation: the Swiss do have their problems, but they would not admit it for anything in the world, even though they see which way the wind is blowing. We thus pay our tribute to the time of storm and stress in Germany, but we never mention it, and this enables us to feel vastly superior.

It is above all the Germans who have an opportunity, perhaps unique in history, to look into their own hearts and to learn what those perils of the soul were from which Christianity tried to rescue mankind. Germany is a land of spiritual catastrophes, where nature never makes more than a pretense of peace with the world-ruling reason. The disturber of the peace is a wind that blows into Europe from Asia’s vastness, sweeping in on a wide front from Thrace to the Baltic, scattering the nations before it like dry leaves. or inspiring thoughts that shake the world to its foundations. It is an elemental Dionysus breaking into the Apollonian order. The rouser of this tempest is named Wotan, and we can learn a good deal about him from the political confusion and spiritual upheaval he has caused throughout history. For a more exact investigation of his character, however, we must go back to the age of myths, which did not explain everything in terms of man and his limited capacities, but sought the deeper cause in the psyche and its autonomous powers. Man’s earliest intuitions personified these powers. Man’s earliest intuitions personified these powers as gods, and described them in the myths with great care and circumstantiality according to their various characters. This could be done the more readily on account of the firmly established primordial types or images which are innate in the unconscious of many races and exercise a direct influence upon them. Because the behavior of a race takes on its specific character from its underlying images, we can speak of an archetype “Wotan.” As an autonomous psychic factor, Wotan produces effects in the collective life of a people and thereby reveals his own nature. For Wotan has a peculiar biology of his own, quite apart from the nature of man. It is only from time to time that individuals fall under the irresistible influence of this unconscious factor. When it is quiescent, one is no more aware of the archetype Wotan than of a latent epilepsy. Could the Germans who were adults in 1914 have foreseen what they would be today? Such amazing transformations are the effect of the god of wind, that “bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, nor whither it goeth.” It seizes everything in its path and overthrows everything that is not firmly rooted. When the wind blows it shakes everything that is insecure, whether without or within.

Martin Ninck has recently published a monograph which is a most welcome addition to our knowledge of Wotan’s nature. The reader need not fear that this book is nothing but a scientific study written with academic aloofness from the subject. Certainly the right to scientific objectivity is fully preserved, and the material has been collected with extraordinary thoroughness and presented in unusually clear form. But, over and above all this, one feels that the author is vitally interested in it, that the chord of Wotan is vibrating in him, too. This is no criticism — on the contrary, it is one of the chief merits of the book, which without this enthusiasm might easily have degenerated into a tedious catalog. Ninck sketches a really magnificent portrait of the German archetype Wotan. He describes him in ten chapters, using all the available sources, as the berserker, the god of storm, the wanderer,the warrior, the Wunsch- and Minne-god, the lord of the dead and of the Einherjar, the master of secret knowledge, the magician, and the god of the poets. Neither the Valkyries nor the Fylgja are forgotten, for they form part of the mythological background and fateful significance of Wotan. Ninck’s inquiry into the name and its origin is particularly instructive. He shows that Wotan is not only a god of rage and frenzy who embodies the instinctual and emotion aspect of the unconscious. Its intuitive and inspiring side, also, manifests itself in him, for he understands the runes and can interpret fate.

The Romans identified Wotan with Mercury, but his character does not really correspond to any Roman or Greek god, although there are certain resemblances. He is a wanderer like Mercury, for instance, he rules over the dead like Pluto and Kronos, and is connected with Dionysus by his emotional frenzy, particularly in its mantic aspect. It is surprising that Ninck does not mention Hermes, the god of revelation, who as pneuma and nous is associated with the wind. He would be the connecting-link with the Christian pneuma and the miracle of Pentecost. As Poimandres (the shepherd of men), Hermes is an Ergreifer like Wotan. Ninck rightly points out that Dionysus and the other Greek gods always remained under the supreme authority of Zeus, which indicates a fundamental difference between the Greek and the Germanic temperament. Ninck assumes an inner affinity between Wotan and Kronus, and the latter’s defeat may perhaps be a sign that the Wotan-archetype was once overcome and split up in prehistoric times. At all events, the Germanic god represents a totality on a very primitive level, a psychological condition in which man’s will was almost identical with the god’s and entirely at his mercy. But the Greeks had gods who helped man against other gods; indeed, All-Father Zeus himself is not far from the ideal of a benevolent, enlightened despot.

It was not in Wotan’s nature to linger on and show signs of old age. He simply disappeared when the times turned against him, and remained invisible for more than a thousand years, working anonymously and indirectly. Archetypes are like riverbeds which dry up when the water deserts them, but which it can find again at any time. An archetype is like an old watercourse along which the water of life has flowed for centuries, digging a deep channel for itself. The longer it has flowed in this channel the more likely it is that sooner or later the water will return to its old bed. The life of the individual as a member of society and particularly as a part of the State maybe regulated like a canal, but the life of nations is a great rushing river which is utterly beyond human control, in the hands of One who has always been stronger than men. The League of Nations, which was supposed to possess supranational authority, is regarded by some as a child in need of care and protection, by others as an abortion. Thus, the life of nations rolls on unchecked, without guidance, unconscious of where it is going, like a rock crashing down the side of a hill, until it is stopped by an obstacle stronger than itself. Political events move from one impasse to the next, like a torrent caught in gullies, creeks and marshes. All human control comes to an end when the individual is caught in a mass movement. Then, the archetypes begin to function, as happens, also, in the lives of individuals when they are confronted with situations that cannot be dealt with in any of the familiar ways. But what a so-called Fuhrer does with a mass movement can plainly be seen if we turn our eyes to the north or south of our country.

The ruling archetype does not remain the same forever,as is evident from the temporal limitations that have been set to the hoped-for reign of peace, the “thousand-year Reich.” The Mediterranean father-archetype of the just, order-loving, benevolent ruler had been shattered over the whole of northern Europe, as the present fate of the Christian Churches bears witness. Fascism in Italy and the civil war in Spain show that in the south as well the cataclysm has been far greater than one expected. Even the Catholic Church can no longer afford trials of strength.

The nationalist God has attacked Christianity on abroad front. In Russia, he is called technology and science, in Italy, Duce, and in Germany, “German Faith,” “German Christianity,” or the State. The “German Christians” are a contradiction in terms and would do better to join Hauer’s “German Faith Movement.” These are decent and well-meaning people who honestly admit their Ergriffenheit and try to come to terms with this new and undeniable fact. They go to an enormous amount of trouble to make it look less alarming by dressing it up in a conciliatory historical garb and giving us consoling glimpses of great figures such as Meister Eckhart, who was, also, a German and, also, ergriffen. In this way the awkward question of who the Ergreifer is is circumvented. He was always ”God.” But the more Hauer restricts the world-wide sphere of Indo-European culture to the “Nordic” in general and to the Edda in particular, and the more “German” this faith becomes as a manifestation of Ergriffenheit, the more painfully evident it is that the”German” god is the god of the Germans.

One cannot read Hauer’s book without emotion, if one regards it as the tragic and really heroic effort of a conscientious scholar who, without knowing how it happened to him, was violently summoned by the inaudible voice of the Ergreifer and is now trying with all his might, and with all his knowledge and ability, to build a bridge between the dark forces of life and the shining world of historical ideas. But what do all the beauties of the past from totally different levels of culture mean to the man of today,when confronted with a living and unfathomable tribal god such as he has never experienced before? They are sucked like dry leaves into the roaring whirlwind,and the rhythmic alliterations of the Edda became inextricably mixed up with Christian mystical texts, German poetry and the wisdom of the Upanishads. Hauer himself is ergriffen by the depths of meaning in the primal words lying at the root of the Germanic languages, to an extent that he certainly never knew before. Hauer the Indologist is not to blame for this, nor yet the Edda; it is rather the fault of kairos — the present moment in time — whose name on closer investigation turns out to be Wotan. I would, therefore, advise the German Faith Movement to throw aside their scruples. Intelligent people who will not confuse them with the crude Wotan-worshippers whose faith is a mere pretense. There are people in the German Faith Movement who are intelligent enough not only to believe, but to know, that the god of the Germans is Wotan and not the Christian God. This is a tragic experience and no disgrace. It has always been terrible to fall into the hands of a living god. Yahweh was no exception to this rule, and the Philistines, Edomites, Amorites and the rest,who were outside the Yahweh experience, must certainly have found it exceedingly disagreeable. The Semitic experience of Allah was for a long time an extremely painful affair for the whole of Christendom. We who stand outside judge the Germans far too much, as if they were responsible agents, but perhaps it would be nearer the truth to regard them, also, as victims.

If we apply are admittedly peculiar point of view consistently, we are driven to conclude that Wotan must, in time, reveal not only the restless, violent, stormy side of his character, but, also, his ecstatic and mantic qualities — a very different aspect of his nature. If this conclusion is correct, National Socialism would not be the last word. Things must be concealed in the background which we cannot imagine at present, but we may expect them to appear in the course of the next few years or decades. Wotan’s reawakening is a stepping back into the past; the stream was damned up and has broken into its old channel. But the Obstruction will not last forever; it is rather a reculer pour mieux sauter, and the water will overleap the obstacle. Then, at last, we shall know what Wotan is saying when he “murmers with Mimir’s head.”

Fast move the sons of Mim,and fate

Is heard in the note of the Gjallarhorn;

Loud blows Heimdall, the horn is aloft,

In fear quake all who on Hel-roads are.

Yggdrasill shakes and shivers on high

The ancient limbs, and the giant is loose;

Wotan murmurs with Mimir’s head

But the kinsman of Surt shall slay him soon.

How fare the gods? how farethe elves?

All Jotunheim groans, the gods are at council;

Loud roar the dwarfs by the doors of stone,

The masters of the rocks: would you know yet more?

Now Garm howls loud before Gnipahellir;

The fetters will burst, and the wolf run free;

Much I do know, and more can see

Of the fate of the gods, the mighty in fight.

From the east comes Hrym with shield held high;

In giant-wrath does the serpent writhe;

O’er the waves he twists, and the tawny eagle

Gnaws corpses screaming; Naglfar is loose.

O’er the sea from the north there sails a ship

With the people of Hel, at the helm stands Loki;

After the wolf do wild men follow,

And with them the brother of Byleist goes.


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6 April 2026 09:54
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Hey everyone,

Thank you for waiting so patiently for me to have the long, mostly unplanned break I just took. I held my cats (the indoor ones let me carry them around like babies), I spent plenty of time with family, and I generally just chilled and built up my stores of inspiration. It was much needed.  I walked around in the park a few times as I had hoped to do. I will be reading Ogham this Saturday and putting up the notification for reading requests on Friday night.

Despite all the relaxation I did, I was able to finish the audiobook version of my upcoming book, Sacred Homemaking. 

I have made the executive decision to write an essay for this blog every other week instead of every week. Pumping out two essays per week, one for my private Substack and one for this blog and my public Substack, was wearing me down and burning me out. I'm still working 7 days a week, and though I hope to whittle that down, it most likely won't be possible until at least a year from now if it ever becomes possible at all. Please let me know what you would like to see posted every other week when I am not posting a new essay. I can do an Open Post, re-post old essays, or whatever. 

I'm working on a new book that will be called Sacred Beauty that is going to be similar to Sacred Homemaking except it will be focused on self-love and improvement.

Again, thanks for waiting for me to return from my break.

Monday Coffee Musings

6 April 2026 07:32
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Meantime my essay may serve its purpose as a first attempt to solve a difficult problem, and to bring a variety of scattered facts into some sort of order and system.

The Golden Bough A Study in Comparative Religion By James George Frazer, M.A. Fellow of Trinity College, Cambridge In Two Volumes. Vol. I. New York and London MacMillan and Co. 1894


I suppose that I am not even that far along yet.  I suppose that I am at the awkward point where I have just finished asking the first set of questions and had a beer and a good night’s sleep and then woke up to the second order questions that fill in the scope of the problem.

Now, I stopped being anything other than a “pick and choose” catholic a long time ago.  I have heard that this is a common occurrence among us jesuit-educated types.  The main point of contention for me is the idea that god loves us and pays attention to us and that justice is somehow mixed into the brew.  I’m afraid I see nothing of that.  

But I think that there is something out there other than what we see in the range of the electromagnetic spectrum that our bodies monitor.  Again, I have no proof of anything I believe.  I also think that whatever these things are, we can catch very occasional glimpses and maybe connect those very incomplete observations into a somewhat coherent worldview, albeit one riddled with holes and inconsistencies.

But truthfully, isn’t that just about where we are now?  

Doctorhubbs is in the house!

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Magic Monday

5 April 2026 22:33
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Marcus brings the heatIt's a little past midnight and so it's time to launch a new Magic Monday. Ask me anything about occultism, and with certain exceptions noted below, any question received by midnight Monday Eastern time will get an answer. Please note:  Any question or comment received after that point will not get an answer, and in fact will not be put through.  If you're in a hurry, or suspect you may be the 341,928th person to ask a question, please check out the very rough version 1.3 of The Magic Monday FAQ here

Also:
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Here's a bit of irony. President 45 claimed the PRA as a defense for him keeping records to himself at the end of his first term, now he's got someone in the 'Justice' Dept to say that the law is unconstitutional. Now, the beauty of this is they're not filing a lawsuit in court challenging the law to get it overturned, they're just claiming it's not valid and therefore we're not going to follow it, neener neener.

Pretty clever way of trying to dodge that particular law, scumbags that they are.

The PRA was voted into law in 1978, four years after Richard 'Tricky Dick' Nixon resigned from office in the wake of the Watergate Scandal. The argument that this AAG is making is actually kind of humorous: "The PRA is not a valid exercise of Congress's Article I authority and unconstitutionally intrudes on the independence and autonomy of the President guaranteed by Article II," he found. "The Act establishes a permanent and burdensome regime of congressional regulation of the Presidency untethered from any valid and identifiable legislative purpose.". Funny how the eight presidents since Nixon, including four other Republicans, didn't seem to find it too terribly burdensome.

There's a basic flaw here, in my non-legal opinion. The Constitution and Bill of Rights (which is part of the Constitution) seemingly has always been interpreted sequentially. Amendment 1 (Freedom of Speech) prevails over subsequent Amendments in most cases. Seems to me that Article I authority should prevail over Article II authority: checks and balances.

But IANAL, much less a constitutional attorney. I don't know how people would go about challenging an opinion issued out of the blue. I thought that normally opinions were issued relevant to court cases, in support of one side or the other, or to illustrate a point of law. This opinion is just thrown out there: 'Not gonna do it!' If a case is in front of the SCOTUS and the Justice Dept issues an opinion, then others, such as the ACLU or EFF, can file an amicus brief with a counter-opinion saying 'The Justice Dept's opinion is full of crap and here's the reasons why'.

But what do they do when the opinion is just floated out there without it being attached to a specific case? It's just 'HEY! This is what we now believe!'

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/justice-department-presidential-records-act-unconstitutional/

Rest in Peace

5 April 2026 09:09
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The last 14 months have been one heck of a ride, especially the last few months of it.

The most significant part of that experience, for the purposes of this post, starts last Fall. I began hearing spirits speak to me when I visited the grave of my spirit guide. That was preceded by subtler communications from spirits in other places, though at first they were so quiet I didn’t even realize what they were until much later. These days, the communications are anything but subtle. And the additional experiences I’ve had recently have finally shredded what little materialist philosophical views I was still clinging to.

That’s really the point of this short post. I’m not here to recount all my experiences with spirits or everything they’ve taught me (much of which they’ve made clear I should keep to myself). No, this is more like an obituary.

It’s an obituary for the old me: the materialist atheist who used to routinely mock religion and the divine. When I look back on him now, I realize he stuck around a lot longer than I thought. Even when I was exploring different religious paths (like Catholicism and Mormonism) he was still the one behind the wheel. Religion and spirituality were just a feel-good layer draped over his worldview, where nothing truly beyond the natural was ever allowed to exist.

Christ appeared to his followers after the crucifixion? Grief-induced hallucination but meaningful ones, so sure, I’ll go to church.

Ganesha’s statues drank the milk offerings in the ’90s? There must be a natural explanation, but it was personally meaningful to the devotees, so I’ll allow myself some warm fuzzy feelings about it.

A vivid dream where a deceased friend or relative delivers a message? Just their influence echoing in my subconscious in a purely natural, “scientific” way.

And on and on it went.

What I’m getting at is this: though I consciously stopped calling myself an atheist and a materialist a long time ago, it wasn’t until the last 14 months or so that the deep, subconscious grip of all that early cultural conditioning finally loosened and died.

The funny part? Our materialist society practices its own kind of materialist magic. Its never-ending propaganda for scientism and all its offspring works like a spell: it changes consciousness in accordance with will, but with the explicit purpose of suppressing any experience of the truly non-natural spiritual powers that exist out there.

So I can now say with the weight of growing experiences over the past 14 months, and especially the last two or three, that the materialist spell over my mind has finally been broken. The old atheist materialist me has died a long-overdue death. When I look back at that guy now, I don’t even recognize him anymore.

Rest in peace, old me.
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