Late Night Saturday Search
Mar. 22nd, 2025 11:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
johno_1960Reading gnostic scripture. Beautiful day. Did some things. Took a nap. Saw a cat. Spread fertilizer on the lawn. Organic stuff. Hoping we get some rain to soak it in.
I’m wondering if I even want to get on stage again. I feel like a fool. I’ve dedicated a lot to it, but not enough. All the music sounds stupid but I guess I wanted to be great. Greatness is conferred on you like a title, by other people. I suppose my self image is such that if I were called great, I wouldn’t believe it
So that sucks.
I’m wondering if I even want to get on stage again. I feel like a fool. I’ve dedicated a lot to it, but not enough. All the music sounds stupid but I guess I wanted to be great. Greatness is conferred on you like a title, by other people. I suppose my self image is such that if I were called great, I wouldn’t believe it
So that sucks.
