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johno_1960I like to list things to do. I want to get up earlier, but I don’t feel like being up in the dark.
Being awake is good. But winter is time to hibernate.
I know the world is not for me. I’m fading away in public, on thee innernet.
I act a fool because I’m foolish. I never had faith.
It feels good to be free from expectations. I think a lot about my pathway, and where it leads.
I’m trying not to look people in the eyes. To live quietly.
I don’t have to represent anything but myself now. I like it.
No one has to worry about me representing them.
No pressure at all. No static.
I will soon be mercifully forgotten.
Being awake is good. But winter is time to hibernate.
I know the world is not for me. I’m fading away in public, on thee innernet.
I act a fool because I’m foolish. I never had faith.
It feels good to be free from expectations. I think a lot about my pathway, and where it leads.
I’m trying not to look people in the eyes. To live quietly.
I don’t have to represent anything but myself now. I like it.
No one has to worry about me representing them.
No pressure at all. No static.
I will soon be mercifully forgotten.