Coffee

[johno_1960]

Trying to assert my will. I don’t know why I think it’s a good idea to endure this. I’ve slept and napped and generally wasted this day. I hope that’s why I am not feeling well. My physicality limited my mindfulness training. I couldn’t write, I read a bit, it was hard to see. Things got a little better when I got my new glasses. But now I’m here in my room, in the dark. Listening to baseball. Pillow between my knees. Wife at work. Bag Balm on my feet, socks, feeling every ache and pain.
I’ll live. Just wanted to gripe. Thanks for reading.